THE CHANGES I'VE MADE...
Before Faire I...
> Did not like people touching me
Before Faire I...
> Thought cars were for four people
After Faire....
> I'm sad when I don't get hugged.
After Faire...
> A four seater car can fit seven people. (Just F.Y.I)
Before Faire...
> Insence are to be burned over a insence holder.
After Faire...
>Stick them in the heat/ A.C. fan of your car and light those bitches up!
I rang in the New Year
> Not liking Jesica
> Thinking Ria was my best friend
> Thinking Emma and I would end up getting in a fight
> Not going to do Faire- having no intention of it at all
I skipped through just summer break and...
> Found friends who will appreciate me for me
> I found out Jessica never did anything wrong- never. She was just being Jessica and I had no right at all to hate her.
> I learned that Jessica is an amazing person.
> That Emma and I won't ever get into a fight- no matter how twisted our words get or anything. Because My friends and I, now we can just walk up and we're comfortable saying; "Did you say....?"
We're not afraid to ask because we GREW UP.
We learned that getting mad at each other for no reason is STUPID.
I have reasons for everything I do now.
I've learned to think things through.
And finally.
I went and worked faire, at first hating it. I hated it more than anything. I was in the car ride home from the party last night we were all sitting there. Just...abosorbing it in...Faire was over.
Dave driving.
Emma sitting shot gun.
Joey on one side of me and Elaine on the other.
Easton in the trunk.
I started Faire thinking Elaine was horrible and mean and just ugh!
I came out of Faire thinking, wow, Elaine is really pretty nice when she isn't mad at you.
I started this year, shallow, hating, mean, stupid.
Just through summer break I found myself no longer shallow, patient, not hating, not mean without a reason and I have certianly wisened up.
I grew up.
I met a boy. :3
It's no longer the story of the girl who hated because she was told.
who moped about boys who weren't even worth her time.
who wanted to die.
This is the girl that just thought of that one song where it's like "THIS IS THE STORY OF A GIRL WHO CRIED A RIVER AND DROWNED THW WHOLE WORLLLDDDD!!" Anybody else?
She just wants to keep her real friends forever.
She just wants to grow up and live a life because High School is dragging on for just too long.
oohhhhh man is it ever.
JUICY DETAILS OF A DELICIOUS PARTY >3
So, Dave shows up and Emma and I get in his car. We pick up Joey go to the bank and WE'RE OFF. TO GURNEE. LALALALA BLASTING MUSIC ALLL THE WAY THERE.
Yeah, you know those people who go down the street and their car is just like
BUMB
BUMB
BUMB
That's us, but we roll down our windows so you can hear the song too. (Personally I love hearing Wow, I can get sexual too cranked up so high that we get out of the car screaming
"WHAT DID YOU SAY?"
And we all fall over laughing.
Anyhow.
So we're riding all the way there. Get to rink side and walk straight to the DDR machine. Rebbeca walks up and she's like HI. So we ask her about her boyfriend oh god this is so funny. Her boyfriend is a total ass but we listened to this and we just fell to the floor laughing.
"So, did you break up with your boyfriend?" <-- me
"He told me I couldn't."
"What? Well you laughed at him and broke up with him right?"
"Well yeah, but he was like, WE PUT TOO MUCH WORK INTO OUR RELATIONSHIP."
"Ha. I dumped some girl after five years just. bye." <-- I think Meat said that but I'm not sure....
So we're hanging around the DDR machine. Everyone ate some pizza and then we all got laser tag wristbands. (I'm still wearing mine even though I didn't play laser tag xDD (Strobe lights + Motion Sickness = not good. xDDDDD;;;; ))
So Orlando showed up around Seven Thirty and I was standing there and he was like.
Hi (:
So I was like.
Hi :D
and we were like. HUG. So we talked for a bit and then he walked off to say hi to other people.
Oh yeah, just by the way. Anyone who thinks their good at DDR. Compared to Meat, Orlando, Rebecca, Ryan well....almost anyone who works at faire, you'd probably suck next to them, no offence. I honestly don't think anyone is reading this but, whatever xD
So I played air hockey with Emma, won and played against Orlando and the table gave up.
Just gave fucking up. It turned off.
I fell to the ground laughing.
So then I was watching Rebecca play DDR and just hanging out with her and Orlando was hugging me from behind and we're just like.
Me: (:
Rebbeca: (:
Orlando.
I don't know.
I couldn't see him, he was behind me. xD
And.
It was fun and sad just...all at once.
Because we were all together in regular clothes.
But it was an "until next year party" I guess you could say.
So that was really the party.
The last day of Faire I guess just went by. I started singing Christmas songs.
Made five dollars in tips
But it's at my dads xD;
Oh what else what else....
FIRST DAY O' SCHOOL.
right-o.
My biology teacher is a morning person.
My AP teacher is awesome.
Brightenbach is like ULTRA nice now. ho crap. (Shelby though, is still convinced she's an evil bitch. Whatever.)
World Lit. &Comp. teacher is awesome- Too bad Ponce and ultra super jock girl are in my class.
Med. Term. is aweosme, the room is A/C'd.
Anyways.
I'LL FINISH LATER.
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